Woke up with a thought which dint allow me to sleep again.Wondered all night what if i know i just have few days in hand.Have i done everything i wanted to do in life?Have i lived every moment i have dreamt of?The answer was NO in bold letters.The word NO echoed in my head for the whole day...week...month.Decision had to be made.I decided to live each day like it was my last.I decided to live like there is no tomorrow.
Made a check list of all the things i want to do.The list was never ending.Thought was the list of what i have done smaller than what i want to do?To my surprise the answer was Yes.Still decided to make a list of what all i want to do.
On a personal note I want to hold my guy's hand and never leave it.I want to learn the art of attachment and detachment.I want to experience the feeling of being IN love.I want to experience the feeling of BEING loved.I want my grandfather back.I want to know how to get out of the denial mode.
On an adventuruos note I want to paint my walls and hands and spoil my clothes with the 5 yr olds.I want to sit in the garden and enjoy wine eventhough im not a fan of wine.I wan to play football in the rain.I want to own a house in Las Vegas and party for 8 days straight.I want to sing at a rock concert and play the electric guitar.I want to own a house in Beverley Hills.I want to bury myself in the sand for a day.I want to live underwater like a mermaid.I want to spend every month in a new city.I want to have so much power that my words are commands.I want to live like Paris Hilton for a day where i can patent the words i say "Thats Hot".I want to click snaps of every moment i live.I want to gobble down cheese and pasteries and still feel light.I want to walk the ramp with Jude Law.I want to do scuba diving and swim with the fishes.I want to own a jet ski and ride it.I want to sleep on the bed of gummy bears and lollipops.I want to have a personal masseurs.i want to know the secret formula of Coca Cola.I want to have a chocolate massage by George Clooney .I want to know who invented the colour Pink.
The day is not far when il have ticks on all the things i want to do in life.
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